La forza evocativa delle parole

Wholebody – Its name for me, is more than a name, it is like an invitation to my body to consider itself as a whole.

di Rosa Catoio

La forza evocativa delle parole, nell’Wholebody, mi permette di accedere direttamente al corpo superando i dubbi e le resistenze della mente.

Il mio incontro con l’Wholebody Focusing fa parte di un processo iniziato tanti anni fa. Sono passata attraverso tante discipline ed ognuna di queste mi ha dato qualcosa. Il Focusing e l’Wholebody sono gli ultimi anelli di una lunga catena e sono molto grata di averle potute includere nella mia vita.

Sono una partigiana dell’inclusione e sono convinta che sia l’inclusione ad arricchire le nostre vite e non l’esclusione. La visione propriamente inclusiva dell’Wholebody mi ha catturata e lo ha fatto attraverso le parole, parole di grande potere evocativo.  A cominciare dal suo nome, Wholebody.

Corpo intero 

Il suo nome, per me, è più di un nome, è come un invito al mio corpo a considerarsi come un tutt’uno. Sin dall’inizio della mia formazione è come se il mio corpo avesse risposto a questo invito e avesse iniziato a sentire un senso di ampiezza, di espansione e di benessere. E questo movimento si ripete ogni volta che penso o pronuncio la parola “Wholebody”.

Non so come avvenga, ma nell’evocare questo nome, il mio corpo risponde a questa parola/invito e si mette in cerca di una forma di unità, non so se mentale, immaginaria, energetica, fisica, relazionale, spirituale, oppure tutti questi aspetti insieme. Lo fa in maniera naturale, rapida e armoniosa, creando un senso di espansione, di leggerezza e di presenza. Un corpo che va ben al di là della pelle che mi ricopre.

Non è una sensazione che rimane a lungo, ma basta ripensare al nome perché la sensazioni ritorni. Come se ci fosse bisogno di ricordare a me stessa, con più frequenza, che sono un essere molto più grande e complesso di quello che penso. Questo invito mette insieme tutte le parti di me, come se venissero attirate da una calamita in un unico nucleo centrale, che via via diventa più grande, più ampio e più libero, fino ad includere tutto ciò che mi circonda, persone comprese.

Nessuna parte viene abbandonata a se stessa. Ogni parte viene inclusa armoniosamente. In questo modo l’intero corpo (Wholebody) è pronto ad iniziare il processo di accoglienza di ciò che ha bisogno di essere ascoltato o visto in quel momento.

Questo processo mi permette di uscire dall’isolamento mentale in cui troppo spesso mi sento imprigionata. Mi collega al mondo e agli altri, con maggior fiducia e maggior presenza. Mi collega al flusso stesso della vita rendendomi più vitale e piena di energia. Un’energia che scorre più libera e sottile attraverso ogni parte del corpo, anche quelle solitamente dimenticate e stanche o problematiche. Tutto tende a collaborare e ad avere un senso.

Ma questa non è l’unica parola che per me corrisponde ad un invito. Ce ne sono tante altre che ho imparato o ritrovato grazie all’Wholebody.  Ne citerò alcune. Sono queste parole che hanno creato in me, passo dopo passo, l’idea di Wholebody e del suo funzionamento.

Presenza Radicata

L’altra parola/invito fondamentale è Grounded Presence – Presenza Radicata Una Presenza più grande, radicata, centrata, osservatrice, che emerge quando riesco a darmi il permesso di posarmi, lì dove sono, così come sono, con chi sono. Quando permetto al flusso vitale di percorrermi e attraversami fin nel profondo delle mie radici. Quando permetto all’intero contenitore “corpo” di sentirsi sicuro di esplorare quello che è. Permettere piuttosto che fare.

Questo può essere l’inizio di un processo di Wholebody Focusing. Ho imparato a sperimentarlo su di me e a trasmetterlo, ponendo l’attenzione sui cinque spazi corporei, secondo il metodo Wholebody.

Saggezza del Corpo.

Un’altra parola che funziona come catalizzatore per innescare un processo è Body Wisdom – Saggezza del Corpo. E’ un’idea molto potente perché, nei momenti di maggior stress, offre un pensiero di salvezza, e dà la possibilità di affidarsi a qualcosa di più grande di noi. Qualcosa che sentiamo vicino, che ci abita e ci guida, se solo glielo permettiamo, abbandonando la rigidità e l’eccessivo controllo mentale.

Noi Qui

Uno dei termini usato nell’Wholebody che apprezzo particolarmente è : We Here – Noi Qui che è l’invito relazionale a considerare il campo energetico in cui ci troviamo in due, in tre o in gruppo. Grazie alle nostre rispettive presenze radicate, possiamo aprirci all’intero potenziale del campo che riusciamo a creare in quel preciso momento, con la nostra accoglienza, la nostra disposizione a lasciare da parte il mentale per aprirci alla parte più grande di noi, al nuovo, alla saggezza interiore, senza giudizi, senza etichette, schemi o aspettative.

Queste sono alcune delle parole che ho imparato ad usare con la pratica dell’Wholebody Focusing. Alcune di queste vengono usate anche nel Focusing e in altre pratiche conosciute, tuttavia le parole dell’Wholebody entrano in modo nuovo e potente e, se lo permettiamo, riescono a risvegliare il nostro mondo interiore. È quello che succede nel processo di Wholebody ed è un viaggio che porta davvero lontano.

English Version

The Evocative Power of Words

by Rosa Catoio

The evocative power of words, in Wholebody, allows me to directly access the body, overcoming the doubts and resistance of the mind. My encounter with Wholebody Focusing is part of a process that began many years ago. I have gone through many disciplines and each of these has given me something. Focusing and Wholebody are the last links in a long chain and I am very grateful to have been able to include them in my life.

I am a supporter of inclusion and I am convinced that it is inclusion that enriches our lives and not exclusion. The truly inclusive vision of Wholebody captured me and did so through words, words of great evocative power. Starting with its name, Wholebody.

Wholebody

Wholebody – Its name for me, is more than a name, it is like an invitation to my body to consider itself as a whole. From the beginning of my training it is as if my body responded to this invitation and began to feel a sense of breadth, expansion and well-being. And this movement repeats itself every time I think or pronounce the word “Wholebody”.

I don’t know how it happens, but in evoking this name, my body responds to this word/invitation and starts looking for a form of unity, I don’t know if mental, imaginary, energetic, physical, relational, spiritual or all of these aspects together. It does so naturally, quickly and harmoniously, creating a sense of expansion, lightness and presence. A body that goes far beyond the skin that covers me.

It is not a sensation that remains for long, but just thinking back to the name makes the sensations return. As if I needed to remind myself, more frequently, that I am a much bigger and more complex being than I think. This invitation brings together all parts of me, as if they were attracted by a magnet into a single central nucleus, which gradually becomes bigger, broader and freer, until it includes everything that surrounds me, including people. No part is left to itself. Every part is included harmoniously. In this way the whole body is ready to begin the process of welcoming what needs to be heard or seen in that moment.

This process allows me to escape from the mental isolation in which I too often feel imprisoned. It connects me to the world and to others, with greater trust and greater presence. It connects me to the very flow of life making me more vital and full of energy. An energy that flows more freely and subtly through every part of the body, even those usually forgotten, tired or problematic. Everything tends to work together and to make sense.

But this is not the only word that for me corresponds to an invitation. There are many others that I have learned or rediscovered thanks to Wholebody. I will mention some of them. These words created in me, step by step, the idea of Wholebody and how it works.

Grounded Presence

The other fundamental word/invitation is Grounded Presence – A larger, rooted, centered, observing Presence, which emerges when I manage to give myself permission to rest, where I am, as I am, with who I am. When I allow the vital flow to run through me and pass through me to the depths of my roots. When I allow the entire “body” container to feel safe to explore what it is. Allowing rather than doing.

This can be the beginning of a Wholebody Focusing process. I learned to experience it on myself and to transmit it, paying attention to the five body spaces, according to the Wholebody method.

Body Wisdom

Another word that works as a catalyst to trigger a process is Body Wisdom. It is a very powerful idea because, in moments of greatest stress, it offers a thought of salvation, and gives the possibility of relying on something bigger than us. Something that we feel close to, that lives in us and guides us, if only we allow it, abandoning rigidity and excessive mental control.

We Here

One of the terms hat I particularly appreciate is We Here – which is the relational invitation to consider the energy field in which we find ourselves as two, three or in a group. Thanks to our respective rooted presences, we can open ourselves to the entire potential of the field that we manage to create in that precise moment, with our welcome, our willingness to leave the mental aside and to open up to the greater part of us, to the new, to inner wisdom, without judgment, without labels, patterns or expectations.

These are some of the words I learned to use with the practice of Wholebody Focusing. Some of these are also used in Focusing and other known practices, however the words of the Wholebody enter in a new and powerful way and, if we allow it, manage to awaken our inner world. That’s what happens in the Wholebody process and it’s a journey that really takes you far.

Please read another post by Rosa Catoio A Heart Creation/Una creazione del cuore

Me and Planet Earth

A critical block can be the emotional pain of the fear of not being loved or wanted. This type of despair might be a compelling presence in our lives.

Me & planet Earth sustain me. Out of nothing, something new emerges. Kevin connects us to one of his influences, Pierre de Chardin, who believed that we have a role to play in the expanding universe. We are a part of planet Earth, and it sustains life–even our lives. For example, we can sense the laws of gravity that help us function at every moment of our lives. This intunement is about the experience of our sense of self-connected to the Earth in grounded presence. More importantly, we need to know what might get in the way.

Not Planet Earth

A critical block can be the emotional pain of the fear of not being loved or wanted. This type of despair might be a compelling presence in our lives. If we make room for fear of nothingness, more comes. We need to endure the sense of nothing to allow something not of our own making to emerge.

Me and Plant Earth

In this intunement, Kevin takes us through how these ideas have an inherent connection to our Wholebody Focusing practice and how Kevin uses them to take what he learns about these connections to a new level. These nuances can enrich your practice of Wholebody Focusing.

Enjoy what emerges today listening to Kevin’s journey in connecting to planet Earth.

Photo Credit: Mohonk Mountain, NY at sunset Diana Scalera

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An Intunement is a Place to Begin a Wholebody Focusing Process (Part 1)

Painting by Kevin McEvenue

What Kevin tells us here—how ‘intunements’ got started in WBF and what their purpose is—seems to me that he’s opening the door to a spiritual aspect of WBF.  That’s there’s something beyond my intent, and there’s something beyond your intent when we come together as ‘focusing partners’. That there is something beyond my personal ability to listen, to understand, to empathize—and beyond yours.

It’s certainly not just about getting better at ‘listening’ in the ordinary sense; it’s not just about getting better at ‘knowing what to say.’  Once we become fully present, it’s about noticing my aliveness in response to your aliveness—in the moment that it happens, when we’ve come together to listen and speak in a meaningful way.

And then Kevin tells us this: “I suggest something has been awakened in us and between us and is more than us.  A resource WE DON’T HAVE unless we do that connecting in that way, and then IT’S there.”

Do you hear what I’m hearing?  A resource—beyond you and me that shows up!?

Elizabeth Morana

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We Are No Content

This post is the fourth and final video in the series of videos from Fall 2018 in which Addie van der Kooy and Kevin McEvenue discuss the impact of Gene Gendlin’s work on Wholebody Focusing. In this video, they deconstruct Gendlin’s idea that we are not our content nor our suffering.

Kevin reminds us that in order to find this space of “no content,” we need to be connected to something outside ourselves, whether it is our feet or anything or someone outside of ourselves. He also shares how finding this place of “emptiness” or no content has its own life.

Addie adds some essential questions.
How would your body like to be supported?
How does it feel to be alive?
What or who holds your awareness?

We invite you to enjoy a lively coda to this Heartfelt Conversation on the practice of WBF between long-time friends and collaborators.

To leave or read a comment,

click here and go past the end of the post.

 

 

Death Was Scary Then

I don’t want to be put into a box and embalmed with chemicals that won’t let me become the earth. I hope someone who is not scared of death – someone who can feel their own ground and aliveness – will be brave and stay with me for a while, just until I am cold and gone. Then they can put me in the earth until my bones become dust.

When I was young my Mother died.

Recently I had an experience with a little bird that made me think about it. I wish I had known how to be grounded and present then.

Today I held a dead bird in the palm of my hand. The cat bought it in to me. I picked it up and gently held it.

At first I hoped it would come to life, maybe it was feigning death to protect itself. I moved my hand so it could feel the sun -maybe that would help. I tried to will it back to life.

It felt very sacred. I could feel the life in my hand and hoped the bird could feel it too.

I remembered my Mother dying when I was young and wished I would have touched her body – like I was with the bird – while it was still warm. I wished I hadn’t wanted to get away quickly. I wished I had put my head on her heart and my hand on her face. I wish I had of loved her more. Death was scarier then.

I stayed with the bird and all that was happening in this moment – my memory of my Mother’s death, the birds death, my aliveness and the aliveness I could hear and feel all around me.

I remembered them coming and putting coins on her eyes. That was weird. I didn’t like that. Why couldn’t we look at her eyes. The birds eyes were beautiful to look at. But death was scary then.

The cat walked past. I wanted to be mad at it. Then I thought, well, it just did what it naturally does. Just like the cancer did in my Mum. I gently put the bird in the garden and remembered its bones will turn into dust and then it will be the earth.

I don’t want to be put into a box and embalmed with chemicals that won’t let me become the earth. I hope someone who is not scared of death – someone who can feel their own ground and aliveness – will be brave and stay with me for a while, just until I am cold and gone. Then they can put me in the earth until my bones become dust.

Then I will be the earth too.

I am sorry Mum x.

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Pauses Big and Small

This past week I had my first class with Addie van der Kooy and Cecilia Clegg called “Practicing Presence.”   I came away from that workshop with some homework—pause and find your grounded presence whenever you can even if you are just waiting for the kettle to boil.  The experience of these pauses helped me learn so much about myself.

One task I needed to do was to put together my bookcases that I had dismantled when the painters came to freshen up my apartment. For months I’ve been promising myself I would make some sense out of the mess so I could actually find a book I might want.

I began sorting my books into piles. I paused to be with all the categories looking for meaning.  The first thing I noticed was how many journals I had.  Even though writers are supposed to be people who wrote in journals all their lives, I never thought of myself as a journal writer.  I found 11 full journals.  Who knew?  They are mostly from extended trips abroad and times of strife.  This was the first big pause.  I stopped to sense into “Who was this person who wrote in journals and what did she write about?”  There were texts of prose, letters to angels, dreams, schedules, poetry and many different types of art—painting, drawing, collage, and textile design.

I paused with each journal in my hands.  I found the text below in a journal I had written when I was struggling with cancer and my relationship with my mother.

The Rage Temple has Gone out of Business

You have rage that’s too dangerous to express?
Open up an account with me. 
Just tell me your problem
And I’ll deposit it in my body.

And when my body explodes with rage
We are sorry.
Now these Temple doors are closed for good.
How long will it take to empty the inventory?

I had these journals. I never read them. I didn’t remember writing them.  I didn’t remember me.  A pause changed that.  The pause got me to open the journals and remember the me who wrote them.

The next pause helped me notice what books I have been reading.  There were a large number of books about all sorts of energy healing, diet, health, wellness, etc. There’s a considerable number of books about Focusing and WBF.  There are also books about Reiki, Flower Essence Therapy and Homeopathy.  These are all practices that are now as normal to me as breathing.  I paused with the books and I sensed how I loved learning about these modalities and how they have saved me and helped me move toward my highest and greatest good.

The next pause that came was around artistic endeavors. There are books on crochet, drawing, creating Flash cartoons, dance, poetry, and feminist literary criticism.  As I was putting some odd books away, I paused again.  Where should I put my bound copy of the Master’s thesis?  It is study of two Spanish women writers who wrote about breaking free, or not, of their patriarchal limitations. They do this through writing self-begetting novels about women who read Fascist romance novels as children and are trying to create new structures for novels about women’s lives. It suddenly occurred to me that my thesis should go with the other books of feminist literary criticism.  Some of these books were quoted in my work.  Rather than being just an activity that I did to graduate, I could understand now that this work is a companion to the other books of feminist literary criticism that I had.

Each time I paused, I felt more like myself.  I felt more appreciation for who I am, the struggles I’ve survived and the beauty I created along the way.   This is an appreciation I had never felt before because I was always too busy trying to change myself to be something or someone “better.”  Instead, I now know that this treasure trove of information about me is readily available and that whenever I pause and hold space with equal regard for what is there, something new about me will emerge.

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To Discern & Unpack What is There

Noticing at first the sense of anxiety that I am listening to this intunement with the special purpose of writing something.. but as I continue to listen to Kevin’s familiar voice and pay attention to this sense I notice that the anxiety diminishes and there is a sense of safety as I open the door to what is there in this intunement today.

As I hear Kevin listing what might be there…..  I notice a feeling of surprise and then delight that he is inviting the possibility of there being more than the usual felt sense or pain, but also emotions, thought, resistance. Wow!!  All that can be part of what I can acknowledge in this intunement. How often have I been critical of myself if I wandered off into thinking about something, chastised the thought that floated across that had nothing to do with the intunement?  Got wrapped up in the sadness that suddenly appeared from nowhere and then guiltily come back to Kevin’s voice….

Is there something that needs to be noticed now – a feeling of permission to notice more!!

Kit Racette

Felt Sense Naming and Reflecting a Body Experience

Kevin invites us, here, to join him in an exploration that covers some really revolutionary material that most of the world doesn’t entertain—that we can develop a relationship with our own bodily experiences.  There’s a whole lot here, so feel free to pause this audio to really take it in, as he draws us forward through the many nuanced steps toward a relationship between our consciousness and our felt sense.

I was especially energized to hear his words:  what emerges is not of your own making.  Years of socialization make that difficult for me to take in.  And another personal favorite:  it’s almost as though the body waits for your connection….  ….almost as though it appreciates your attention.  Even now, I have a sweet spark of surprise when I realize that a relationship is forming:

Here I am, and there that is.  We are in relationship.

 Eliabeth Morana

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