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I don’t know where I’m going.
I don’t know what I’m doing.
But I do know
When I surrender into the depths of my being
When I let go of all my learning
All my trying hard, my shoulds and have to’s.
When I let go of all of it
It feels like relief –
a deep breathing out,
Like being held
Cradled in a big body of water
Arms softly open
I have no idea where I am headed.
There are moments of complete trust……
Hello panic, I didn’t mean to let you go.
You can be just as you are, it’s okay.
I will be right here, I will just keep you company.
Back and forth they alternate, trust then panic.
Something comes, it’s a knowing from inside – hold both it tells me.
All of a sudden I can feel a deep breathing – and a wondering
…… who is this one who knows to hold both?
I give my life to this one, the one that knows the way, the one that holds me.